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perception of ominous conditions. Then he advanced, with his English address, in which a vagueshyness seemed to offer itself as an element of good-breeding; in which the only defect was adifficulty in achieving transitions. Osmond was embarrassed; he found nothing to say; but Isabelremarked, promptly enough, that they had been in the act of talking about their visitor. Upon thisher husband added that they hadn't known what was become of him--they had been afraid he hadgone away. "No," he explained, smiling and looking at Osmond; "I'm only on the point of going."And then he mentioned that he found himself suddenly recalled to England: he should start on themorrow or the day after. "I'm awfully sorry to leave poor Touchett!" he ended by exclaiming.For a moment neither of his companions spoke; Osmond only leaned back in his chair, listening.Isabel didn't look at him; she could only fancy how he looked. Her eyes were on their visitor's face,where they were the more free to rest that those of his lordship carefully avoided them. Yet Isabelwas sure that had she met his glance she would have found it expressive. "You had better take poorTouchett with you," she heard her husband say, lightly enough, in a moment."He had better wait for warmer weather," Lord Warburton answered. "I shouldn't advise him totravel just now."He sat there a quarter of an hour, talking as if he might not soon see them again--unless indeedthey should come to England, a course he strongly recommended. Why shouldn't they come toEngland in the autumn?--that struck him as a very happy thought. It would give him such pleasureto do what he could for them--to have them come and spend a month with him. Osmond, by hisown admission, had been to England but once; which was an absurd state of things for a man of hisleisure and intelligence. It was just the country for him--he would be sure to get on well there.Then Lord Warburton asked Isabel if she remembered what a good time she had had there and ifshe didn't want to try it again. Didn't she want to see Gardencourt once more? Gardencourt wasreally very good. Touchett didn't take proper care of it, but it was the sort of place you couldhardly spoil by letting it alone. Why didn't they come and pay Touchett a visit? He surely musthave asked them. Hadn't asked them? What an ill-mannered wretch! --and Lord Warburtonpromised to give the master of Gardencourt a piece of his mind. Of course it was a mere accident;he would be delighted to have them. Spending a month with Touchett and a month with himself,and seeing all the rest of the people they must know there, they really wouldn't find it half bad.Lord Warburton added that it would amuse Miss Osmond as well, who had told him that she hadnever been to England and whom he had assured it was a country she deserved to see. Of courseshe didn't need to go to England to be admired--that was her fate everywhere; but she would be animmense success there, she certainly would, if that was any inducement. He asked if she were notat home: couldn't he say good-bye? Not that he liked good-byes--he always funked them. When heleft England the other day he hadn't said good-bye to a two-legged creature. He had had half amind to leave Rome without troubling Mrs. Osmond for a final interview. What could be moredreary than final interviews? One never said the things one wanted--one remembered them all anhour afterwards. On the other hand one usually said a lot of things one shouldn't, simply from asense that one had to say something. Such a sense was upsetting; it muddled one's wits. He had itat present, and that was the effect it produced on him. If Mrs. Osmond didn't think he spoke as heought she must set it down to agitation; it was no light thing to part with Mrs. Osmond. He wasreally very sorry to be going. He had thought of writing to her instead of calling--but he would第 316 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网write to her at any rate, to tell her a lot of things that would be sure to occur to him as soon as hehad left the house. They must think seriously about coming to Lockleigh.If there was anything awkward in the conditions of his visit or in the announcement of hisdeparture it failed to come to the surface. Lord Warburton talked about his agitation; but heshowed it in no other manner, and Isabel saw that since he had determined on a retreat he wascapable of executing it gallantly. She was very glad for him; she liked him quite well enough towish him to appear to carry a thing off. He would do that on any occasion--not from impudencebut simply from the habit of success; and Isabel felt it out of her husband's power to frustrate thisfaculty. A complex operation, as she sat there, went on in her mind. On one side she listened totheir visitor; said what was proper to him; read, more or less, between the lines of what he saidhimself; and wondered how he would have spoken if he had found her alone. On the other she hada perfect consciousness of Osmond's emotion. She felt almost sorry for him; he was condemned tothe sharp pain of loss without the relief of cursing. He had had a great hope, and now, as he saw itvanish into smoke, he was obliged to sit and smile and twirl his thumbs. Not that he troubledhimself to smile very brightly; he treated their friend on the whole to as vacant a countenance as soclever a man could very well wear. It was indeed a part of Osmond's cleverness that he could lookconsummately uncompromised. His present appearance, however, was not a confession ofdisappointment; it was simply a part of Osmond's habitual system, which was to be inexpressiveexactly in proportion as he was really intent. He had been intent on this prize from the first; but hehad never allowed his eagerness to irradiate his refined face. He had treated his possible son-in-lawas he treated every one--with an air of being interested in him only for his own advantage, not forany profit to a person already so generally, so perfectly provided as Gilbert Osmond. He wouldgive no sign now of an inward rage which was the result of a vanished prospect of gain--not thefaintest nor subtlest. Isabel could be sure of that, if it was any satisfaction to her. Strangely, verystrangely, it was a satisfaction; she wished Lord Warburton to triumph before her husband, and atthe same time she wished her husband to be very superior before Lord Warburton. Osmond, in hisway, was admirable; he had, like their visitor, the advantage of an acquired habit. It was not that ofsucceeding, but it was something almost as good--that of not attempting. As he leaned back in hisplace, listening but vaguely to the other's friendly offers and suppressed explanations--as if it wereonly proper to assume that they were addressed essentially to his wife--he had at least (since solittle else was left him) the comfort of thinking how well he personally had kept out of it, and howthe air of indifference, which he was now able to wear, had the added beauty of consistency. It wassomething to be able to look as if the leave-taker's movements had no relation to his own mind.The latter did well, certainly; but Osmond's performance was in its very nature more finished. LordWarburton's position was after all an easy one; there was no reason in the world why he shouldn'tleave Rome. He had had beneficent inclinations, but they had stopped short of fruition; he hadnever committed himself, and his honour was safe. Osmond appeared to take but a moderateinterest in the proposal that they should go and stay with him and in his allusion to the successPansy might extract from their visit. He murmured a recognition, but left Isabel to say that it was amatter requiring grave consideration. Isabel, even while she made this remark, could see the greatvista which had suddenly opened out in her husband's mind, with Pansy's little figure marching upthe middle of it.第 317 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网Lord Warburton had asked leave to bid good-bye to Pansy, but neither Isabel nor Osmond hadmade any motion to send for her. He had the air of giving out that his visit must be short; he sat ona small chair, as if it were only for a moment, keeping his hat in his hand. But he stayed andstayed; Isabel wondered what he was waiting for. She believed it was not to see Pansy; she had animpression that on the whole he would rather not see Pansy. It was of course to see herself alone-hehad something to say to her. Isabel had no great wish to hear it, for she was afraid it would bean explanation, and she could perfectly dispense with explanations. Osmond, however, presentlygot up, like a man of good taste to whom it had occurred that so inveterate a visitor might wish tosay just the last word of all to the ladies. "I've a letter to write before dinner," he said; "you mustexcuse me. I'll see if my daughter's disengaged, and if she is she shall know you're here. Of coursewhen you come to Rome you'll always look us up. Mrs. Osmond will talk to you about the Englishexpedition: she decides all those things."The nod with which, instead of a hand-shake, he wound up this little speech was perhaps rather ameagre form of salutation; but on the whole it was all the occasion demanded. Isabel reflected thatafter he left the room Lord Warburton would have no pretext for saying, "Your husband's veryangry"; which would have been extremely disagreeable to her. Nevertheless, if he had done so, shewould have said: "Oh, don't be anxious. He doesn't hate you: it's me that he hates!"It was only when they had been left alone together that her friend showed a certain vagueawkwardness--sitting down in another chair, handling two or three of the objects that were nearhim. "I hope he'll make Miss Osmond come," he presently remarked. "I want very much to seeher.""I'm glad it's the last time," said Isabel."So am I. She doesn't care for me.""No, she doesn't care for you.""I don't wonder at it," he returned. Then he added with inconsequence: "You'll come to England,won't you?""I think we had better not.""Ah, you owe me a visit. Don't you remember that you were to have come to Lockleigh once, andyou never did?""Everything's changed since then," said Isabel."Not changed for the worse, surely--as far as we're concerned. To see you under my roof"--and hehung fire but an instant--"would be a great satisfaction."She had feared an explanation; but that was the only one that occurred. They talked a little ofRalph, and in another moment Pansy came in, already dressed for dinner and with a little red spotin either cheek. She shook hands with Lord Warburton and stood looking up into his face with afixed smile--a smile that Isabel knew, though his lordship probably never suspected it, to be nearakin to a burst of tears."I'm going away," he said. "I want to bid you good-bye.""Good-bye, Lord Warburton." Her voice perceptibly trembled.第 318 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网"And I want to tell you how much I wish you may be very happy.""Thank you, Lord Warburton," Pansy answered.He lingered a moment and gave a glance at Isabel. "You ought to be very happy--you've got aguardian angel.""I'm sure I shall be happy," said Pansy in the tone of a person whose certainties were alwayscheerful."Such a conviction as that will take you a great way. But if it should ever fail you, remember-remember--" And her interlocutor stammered a little. "Think of me sometimes, you know!" he saidwith a vague laugh. Then he shook hands with Isabel in silence, and presently he was gone.When he had left the room she expected an effusion of tears from her stepdaughter; but Pansy infact treated her to something very different."I think you ARE my guardian angel!" she exclaimed very sweetly.Isabel shook her head. "I'm not an angel of any kind. I'm at the most your good friend.""You're a very good friend then--to have asked papa to be gentle with me.""I've asked your father nothing," said Isabel, wondering."He told me just now to come to the drawing-room, and then he gave me a very kind kiss.""Ah," said Isabel, "that was quite his own idea!"She recognised the idea perfectly; it was very characteristic, and she was to see a great deal moreof it. Even with Pansy he couldn't put himself the least in the wrong. They were dining out thatday, and after their dinner they went to another entertainment; so that it was not till late in theevening that Isabel saw him alone. When Pansy kissed him before going to bed he returned herembrace with even more than his usual munificence, and Isabel wondered if he meant it as a hintthat his daughter had been injured by the machinations of her stepmother. It was a partialexpression, at any rate, of what he continued to expect of his wife. She was about to follow Pansy,but he remarked that he wished she would remain; he had something to say to her. Then he walkedabout the drawing-room a little, while she stood waiting in her cloak."I don't understand what you wish to do," he said in a moment. "I should like to know--so that Imay know how to act.""Just now I wish to go to bed. I'm very tired.""Sit down and rest; I shall not keep you long. Not there--take a comfortable place." And hearranged a multitude of cushions that were scattered in picturesque disorder upon a vast divan.This was not, however, where she seated herself; she dropped into the nearest chair. The fire hadgone out; the lights in the great room were few. She drew her cloak about her; she felt mortallycold. "I think you're trying to humiliate me," Osmond went on. "It's a most absurd undertaking.""I haven't the least idea what you mean," she returned."You've played a very deep game; you've managed it beautifully.""What is it that I've managed?"第 319 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网"You've not quite settled it, however; we shall see him again." And he stopped in front of her, withhis hands in his pockets, looking down at her thoughtfully, in his usual way, which seemed meantto let her know that she was not an object, but only a rather disagreeable incident, of thought."If you mean that Lord Warburton's under an obligation to come back you're wrong," Isabel said."He's under none whatever.""That's just what I complain of. But when I say he'll come back I don't mean he'll come from asense of duty.""There's nothing else to make him. I think he has quite exhausted Rome.""Ah no, that's a shallow judgement. Rome's inexhaustible." And Osmond began to walk aboutagain. "However, about that perhaps there's no hurry," he added. "It's rather a good idea of his thatwe should go to England. If it were not for the fear of finding your cousin there I think I should tryto persuade you.""It may be that you'll not find my cousin," said Isabel."I should like to be sure of it. However, I shall be as sure as possible. At the same time I shouldlike to see his house, that you told me so much about at one time: what do you call it?--Gardencourt. It must be a charming thing. And then, you know, I've a devotion to the memory ofyour uncle: you made me take a great fancy to him. I should like to see where he lived and died.That indeed is a detail. Your friend was right. Pansy ought to see England.""I've no doubt she would enjoy it," said Isabel."But that's a long time hence; next autumn's far off," Osmond continued; "and meantime there arethings that more nearly interest us. Do you think me so very proud?" he suddenly asked."I think you very strange.""You don't understand me.""No, not even when you insult me.""I don't insult you; I'm incapable of it. I merely speak of certain facts, and if the allusion's an injuryto you the fault's not mine. It's surely a fact that you have kept all this matter quite in your ownhands.""Are you going back to Lord Warburton?" Isabel asked. "I'm very tired of his name.""You shall hear it again before we've done with it."She had spoken of his insulting her, but it suddenly seemed to her that this ceased to be a pain. Hewas going down--down; the vision of such a fall made her almost giddy: that was the only pain. Hewas too strange, too different; he didn't touch her. Still, the working of his morbid passion wasextraordinary, and she felt a rising curiosity to know in what light he saw himself justified. "Imight say to you that I judge you've nothing to say to me that's worth hearing," she returned in amoment. "But I should perhaps be wrong. There's a thing that would be worth my hearing--toknow in the plainest words of what it is you accuse me.""Of having prevented Pansy's marriage to Warburton. Are those words plain enough?""On the contrary, I took a great interest in it. I told you so; and when you told me that you countedon me--that I think was what you said--I accepted the obligation. I was a fool to do so, but I did it."第 320 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网"You pretended to do it, and you even pretended reluctance to make me more willing to trust you.Then you began to use your ingenuity to get him out of the way.""I think I see what you mean," said Isabel."Where's the letter you told me he had written me?" her husband demanded."I haven't the least idea; I haven't asked him.""You stopped it on the way," said Osmond.Isabel slowly got up; standing there in her white cloak, which covered her to her feet, she mighthave represented the angel of disdain, first cousin to that of pity. "Oh, Gilbert, for a man who wasso fine--!" she exclaimed in a long murmur."I was never so fine as you. You've done everything you wanted. You've got him out of the saywithout appearing to do so, and you've placed me in the position in which you wished to see me-thatof a man who has tried to marry his daughter to a lord, but has grotesquely failed.""Pansy doesn't care for him. She's very glad he's gone," Isabel said."That has nothing to do with the matter.""And he doesn't care for Pansy.""That won't do; you told me he did. I don't know why you wanted this particular satisfaction,"Osmond continued; "you might have taken some other. It doesn't seem to me that I've beenpresumptuous--that I have taken too much for granted. I've been very modest about it, very quiet.The idea didn't originate with me. He began to show that he liked her before I ever thought of it. Ileft it all to you.""Yes, you were very glad to leave it to me. After this you must attend to such things yourself."He looked at her a moment; then he turned away. "I thought you were very fond of my daughter.""I've never been more so than to-day.""Your affection is attended with immense limitations. However, that perhaps is natural.""Is this all you wished to say to me?" Isabel asked, taking a candle that stood on one of the tables."Are you satisfied? Am I sufficiently disappointed?""I don't think that on the whole you're disappointed. You've had another opportunity to try tostupefy me.""It's not that. It's proved that Pansy can aim high.""Poor little Pansy!" said Isabel as she turned away with her candle.CHAPTER XLVIIIt was from Henrietta Stackpole that she learned how Caspar Goodwood had come to Rome; anevent that took place three days after Lord Warburton's departure. This latter fact had beenpreceded by an incident of some importance to Isabel--the temporary absence, once again, ofMadame Merle, who had gone to Naples to stay with a friend, the happy possessor of a villa atPosilippo. Madame Merle had ceased to minister to Isabel's happiness, who found herself第 321 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网wondering whether the most discreet of women might not also by chance be the most dangerous.Sometimes, at night, she had strange visions; she seemed to see her husband and her friend--hisfriend--in dim, indistinguishable combination. It seemed to her that she had not done with her; thislady had something in reserve. Isabel's imagination applied itself actively to this elusive point, butevery now and then it was checked by a nameless dread, so that when the charming woman wasaway from Rome she had almost a consciousness of respite. She had already learned from MissStackpole that Caspar Goodwood was in Europe, Henrietta having written to make it known to herimmediately after meeting him in Paris. He himself never wrote to Isabel, and though he was inEurope she thought it very possible he might not desire to see her. Their last interview, before hermarriage, had had quite the character of a complete rupture; if she remembered rightly he had saidhe wished to take his last look at her. Since then he had been the most discordant survival of herearlier time--the only one in fact with which a permanent pain was associated. He had left her thatmorning with a sense of the most superfluous of shocks: it was like a collision between vessels inbroad daylight. There had been no mist, no hidden current to excuse it, and she herself had onlywished to steer wide. He had bumped against her prow, however, while her hand was on the tiller,and--to complete the metaphor--had given the lighter vessel a strain which still occasionallybetrayed itself in a faint creaking. It had been horrid to see him, because he represented the onlyserious harm that (to her belief) she had ever done in the world: he was the only person with anunsatisfied claim on her. She had made him unhappy, she couldn't help it; and his unhappiness wasa grim reality. She had cried with rage, after he had left her, at--she hardly knew what: she tried tothink it had been at his want of consideration. He had come to her with his unhappiness when herown bliss was so perfect; he had done his best to darken the brightness of those pure rays. He hadnot been violent, and yet there had been a violence in the impression. There had been a violence atany rate in something somewhere; perhaps it was only in her own fit of weeping and in that after-sense of the same which had lasted three or four days.The effect of his final appeal had in short faded away, and all the first year of her marriage he haddropped out of her books. He was a thankless subject of reference; it was disagreeable to have tothink of a person who was sore and sombre about you and whom you could yet do nothing torelieve. It would have been different if she had been able to doubt, even a little, of his unreconciledstate, as she doubted of Lord Warburton's; unfortunately it was beyond question, and thisaggressive, uncompromising look of it was just what made it unattractive. She could never say toherself that here was a sufferer who had compensations, as she was able to say in the case of herEnglish suitor. She had no faith in Mr. Goodwood's compensations and no esteem for them. Acotton factory was not a compensation for anything--least of all for having failed to marry IsabelArcher. And yet, beyond that, she hardly knew what he had--save of course his intrinsic qualities.Oh, he was intrinsic enough; she never thought of his even looking for artificial aids. If heextended his business--that, to the best of her belief, was the only form exertion could take withhim--it would be because it was an enterprising thing, or good for the business; not in the leastbecause he might hope it would overlay the past. This gave his figure a kind of bareness andbleakness which made the accident of meeting it in memory or in apprehension a peculiarconcussion; it was deficient in the social drapery commonly muffling, in an overcivilized age, thesharpness of human contacts. His perfect silence, moreover, the fact that she never heard from him第 322 页 共 391 页原版英语阅读网and very seldom heard any mention of him, deepened this impression of his loneliness. She askedLily for news of him, from time to time; but Lily knew nothing of Boston--her imagination was allbounded on the east by Madison Avenue. As time went on Isabel had thought of him oftener, andwith fewer restrictions; she had had more than once the idea of writing to him. She had never toldher husband about him--never let Osmond know of his visits to her in Florence; a reserve notdictated in the early period by a want of confidence in Osmond, but simply by the considerationthat the young man's disappointment was not her secret but his own. It would be wrong of her, shehad believed, to convey it to another, and Mr. Goodwood's affairs could have, after all, little